All for the bigger picture

2008-01-26T01:14:00.000+08:00

Need a change in scenery. This place is too blue, too cramped and the fonts? Ugh, too small.Oh and did I mention I'm hopeless with HTML? Aheh.www.wwbtd.wordpress.com New blog, see ya there.

2008-01-21T23:20:00.000+08:00

The strength of an apologyWhen eyes cannot be met,tones cannot be heardand sincerity cannot be expressed,it be repetition.For nothing pierces the heart more than anger,and nothing humbles a man more than a heavy heart.

If you think it's a coincidence, THINK AGAIN.

2008-01-21T19:24:00.001+08:00

When something happens against logic, one would pause and ponder. Wonder why that which happened, happened. Me? I'd just sulk and come up with little mean thoughts.Alright, fine. No more little vain, sometimes incoherent, poems/writings that only I/few understand.Anyway, it's week 15 of school. Very much nearing the end of this semester and heading towards exam. It's been a hunky-dory start of

Never mind.

2008-01-20T01:09:00.000+08:00

So we are only friends on your terms?So very disappointed.

I just can't friggin' help it.

2008-01-17T22:56:00.000+08:00

And I dig deeper into that well.More into obscurity.And all this, done of my own accord.

2008-01-16T21:31:00.000+08:00

When your air is compressed,no way of coming out,who is going to be your release,your stress ball at hand?And if one does not exist,what becomes of your burden then?Do you wait for Life to pound you silly,with nothing but scars to show at the end?And sometimes we wait and wait,for a change.

ironic, given 8's supposed to be lucky

2008-01-09T18:45:00.000+08:00

And I think a proper update is long overdue.Ahah, what a rushed first two weeks of the year. The gravity of a situation doesn't really hit you until you realise the consequences of it. For me, that'd have to be not realising how much work I really have to do until the deadline draws near. This week and the next would be pretty crazy because of rushed deadlines and studying and events.All in all,

2008-01-06T17:21:00.000+08:00

My constant worryLiving each day,turning on the phone,waiting for a beep,getting not a peep.Then when it comes,I have to check back and fro,to make sure you're getting what I know.And throughout all this time,to make sure you and I don't go broke.Then at the end of each living,I sit and ponder,did I do anything to distance or monsterise myself,or am I just living in a paranoia well?

Because I already have an impossible enough life

2008-01-01T20:15:00.000+08:00

Brian's Year 2008 resolutions:To be more confident and calm in the face of stressTo be a fluent speakerTo be able to hold all my friends in my heartI think these 3 resolutions would be enough. Just the right challenge I need for 2008, and something rather achievable.Have a blast preparing for school tomorrow.

okay, proper review.

2008-01-01T13:18:00.000+08:00

Great things about 2007 Good ‘O’ level results- Eat your heart out mum and dad (they told me they expected around 12-14 points)!First job experience- Oh my aching bones after the first day at work…New friends- And I mean a LOT of new friends/acquaintance. Secondary school never had that many students before.